Love Life

Even though they say he's pale dark,
I'd say he's colorful every time.
No matter how many mistakes he makes,
He's still wonderful to me.




Aku memang rakus.


Tanpa dapat kutahan, aku menyukai dua orang...ya, DUA. yang tentu saja, cowok.


Dan aku tak dapat menghentikan perasaanku pada dua orang itu; setiap aku berhasil mudur satu langkah, mereka selalu saja berhasil membuatku maju kembali dua langkah.


Anehnya, mereka sama-sama mengira aku menyukai salah satu dari mereka yang bukan mereka sendiri... Jadi, misalnya, cowok yang kusukai itu benama A dan B; A berpikir aku menyukai B, dan B berpikir aku menyukai A.


Mereka berdua sama-sama akrab denganku, dan yang satu lebih akrab denganku dari yang lainnya, juga aku lebih dapat menjadi "diriku" dengannya daripada yang satunya.


Mereka berdua memang sama-sama sulit untuk dilupakan...tapi aku harus melupakan salah satu dari mereka.


Mungkin saja saat SMA nanti, aku sudah dapat melupakan mereka, atau paling tidak salah satu dari mereka, karena salah satunya tidak akan satu SMA denganku.


Dan mungkin nantinya, ini hanya akan menjadi kenangan indah saat SMP saat aku dewasa nanti...




Every time I see him, my eyes follow his every moves.
Every time I meet him, my heart can't beat slowly.
Every time I speak to him, my cheeks become red.
Every time I touch him, my hands freeze.


Every time I look into his warm eyes,
My mouth can't move freely,
My brain running as fast as it could,
My heart keeps saying "I Love You".


I just love his way to speak to me softly,
His way to smile to me kindly,
His way to touch me gently,
His way to look into my eyes deeply...

Love Hurts

Mencintaimu dengan segenap rasa
Menyakiti hati yang melara
Menyayangmu sepenuh jiwa
Melukakan batin tak beraga


Rasa cintaku padamu
Menyesakkan dan menyesatkan
Melukai setiap pecahan hati
Yang t'lah rusak sejak pertama


Ingin melupakanmu tapi tak bisa
Ingin menyakitimu tapi tak sanggup
Walau 'ku tahu percuma menyimpan rasa
Namun entah mengapa 'ku masih menyayangmu


Kisah cinta yang indah
Akankah kurasa suatu saat
Ataukah hanya dapat kudamba
Menjadi impian tiap saat

HiDei (HidanxDeidara from Naruto)

I'll upload more images and sketches later... But not now. My laptop's a dull. D:


And my flashdisk's lost. Oh God, how much suffer you'll give me again? :'( It's 4GB, when will I find it? :(

Hidan from Naruto

Maybe I'll upload my (pending) fanfictions, too, which I can't upload in my FFn account. Anyway, I'm already hiatus there. SO no need to upload anything right now...since I'm bored. ;D


Btw, my current works are:
- Fanfiction(s): A comedy/romance/friendship/school-life fanfiction, kind of pervy because of some sex scene in it, but I think it'll be a good fanfic. ;D And a friendship/war/teen fanfiction, it's about some kind of war between two gangs and a mafia. There's some kind of romantic scenes, too. But friendship and rivalry are dominant. :) Both are fanfictions of Naruto fandom, using the Akatsuki group as the main characters.
- Image(s): Coloring many sketches right now, wait until my PhotoShop isn't broken anymore. ;D
- Sketch(es): Many manyyy. Don't ask. XD
- Poetry (-ies): I just make them when I'm in the mood, so I don't know if I'll make another or not. ;)

Kisame from Naruto

Can I fly, even with broken wings?
Can I run, even with hurted feet?
Can I, even if you've hurted me so much,
Even if you're stilll in my heart?


I want to fly and run away,
Break free from all that sorrow you've given me
But you've made me weak,
So that I can't leave.


You're the person who teach me what's pain,
The person who have made me feel it.
For you, I did g into a deep hole,
Not knowing you'll bury me afterwards.


(If you want it, hurt me more
Until you've satisfied with your acts
Till that time, when I can be free,
Leaveyou and search for my own happiness I long for.)

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So yeah. My first post. ...Heck, what am I doing here? I've gotta study for the exam...! D: